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Sunday, June 6, 2010

The Jealousy In Me

Sitting on my bed with the keyboards on my lap certainly promises you with a new scribbling of my day as usual. Its sunny outside. I prefer the rainy days much more better, as the atmosphere really serene and comforting.

The title can actually brings many images on what my heart got to articulate. But this surely got zero to do with my love story.

Speaking on modeling & acting. Being a center of attention, dimmed by the spotlights and networking of th showground is a definite dream of many girls out there. I might not say all of them, but being miss-so-popular is sometimes a accreditation as it uses much of an effort.

Well, . .

I by coincidence, saw a acquaintance of mine in an piece of writing of a newspaper column through kosmo online last night. I see that she really managed to get herself in that particular field of Malaysia modeling & acting showground. Well, she surely had diversed herself into a figure of attention. Wouldn’t be that decent girl who I used to know. Popularity changes personality, and I know that. We all know that basically well.

My dream?

Being beneath the spotlight is indeed one of my critical passions. Been keeping that in compassion for quite some times. Modeling & acting, for someone who is introvert like me will actually cause me a deal in a way or another. But who cares?? :D

But whatever pun, its nice seeing her, Zoey & Elfira herself to managed themselves fitfully well in the showground. Well done and a huge round of applause from me to all of u. :)

But I presume,

Its better well if I keep on dreaming and recalling myself on how much mama and him, despise this field so much. I couldn’t just disregard those sayings. After all, they are apart of me, and had been with me for quite some time.

Just cheer yourself up, Arissa!

Perhaps, this was not really meant for you. Better off next time.


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